FUCK!!!!!!!! Ok my moods have been better BUT I am getting fucking big mood swings and for no reason!!!! I will just snap. If I get angry I wanna cry. If I can't do something I become angry and violent!!!!!!!!!!! GGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!
Well I snapped at school today, didn't snap at the teacher which is a good thing but by god I wanted to yell and scream!!!!!
Just to get it out of me again:
I FUCKING HATE YOU!!! YOU THINK YOUR SO FUCKING PERFECT WHEN YOUR NOT!!!! AND JUST A HEADS UP, DON'T GO BITCH ABOUT ME TO MY BEST MATE BECAUSE I WILL FIND OUT!!!! YES I HAVE FINISHED MY ERA SO SUCK SHIT,I CAN ACTUALLY DO WORK!!!! DON'T THINK YOUR FUCKING BETTER THAN ME BECAUSE YOUR NOT. IF I HAD A GUN YOU WOULD BE DEAD AND I MEAN IT, A BULLET RIGHT BETWEEN YOUR EYES, EITHER WITH A SNIPER OR A HAND GUN, BECAUSE I COULD LOOK YOU IN THE FACE AND KILL YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DON'T GIVE ME 'THAT' LOOK WHEN I DON'T DO SOMETHING, I FUCKING HATE IT AND I SWEAR TO GOD IF YOU DO IT AGAIN I MIGHT JUST GO OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm over everyone telling what I should be doing. Ok they might be trying to help and they might want me to do well but right now the last thing I need is people telling me what to do. I'm sorry I don't study all the time like I apparently should be, I'm sorry I'm not perfect but neither are you, I'm sorry I crack it for no reason but live with it, your my friend your meant to support me. Yes I make mistake and do things wrong but so do you, so don't act like you never make a mistake.
I think that's all my venting :)
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