Saw Ryan today :) went swimming with him, was fun :)
Can I just say this, I know I am open about my life and stuff but that doesn't mean I like the whole world to know!! Whenever I get asked about guys I've been with I go shy I can live with my friends knowing but when the whole world knows it gets annoying and painful. People asking me jokingly how my weekend was, I mean I get it as a joke and I can turn them into a joke but the truth is, I'm over people knowing everything. It's my life and it's personal.
I think I might have said this before but after last Friday night I'm staring again. I think it's time to start again. To move on from what I've done and not dwell on it, it's the past and it cannot be changed. I regret some of what I've done but not all, but we all learn from our mistakes and I am a person how has made thousands and I will admit it.
I have a 5 day weekend :) pity I'm going away otherwise I could of seen Ryan. One thing I learned today is that he lied to me, but he did tell me the truth - he smokes :/ and has been since he was in year 6 :/ I wonder if he could quit???
Think I better go to bed as I have to drive tomorrow :)
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