No Tears

I find it easier to write when I've got tears on my face. Might be going to see my Grandma tonight, that means a car trip away from home but then again it is going back home.

I don't know what's going to happen but as far as I know your not dying your just not getting better. I don't want to lose you but one day I will and on that day every tear will show my love for you and how much I will miss you until I meet you again. Is there pain in dying?? Do you know it's coming?? Or do you just wake up and you're in heaven??

Well here you are surrounded by your Grand-Kids not all of them were missing 2 and not to mention  all the Great Grand-Kids. I love you xoxo <3