2010 - THAT BITCH

Still was going out with my boyfriend at this stage and continued to go out till the 22nd of August 2010. I did love him well I think I did. He was one persuasive bastard, I think thats how I ended up going out with him in the first place. He annoyed me sometimes and didn't always do the right thing: on 2 seperate occasions he turned up to my house drunk and high on pot. He blamed his cousin for him smelling like pot but I later found out that it was him all along. He lied to me a hell of a lot but I was always able to forgive him because he persuaded me to.

13th of June 2010

The day I had sex for the first time. It was with him and it felt right, we had been going out for about 6 months or so. I don't know what made up do it but it was fun and funny, having to be quite considering his dad was home. After that night we both become addicted, we continued seeing each other every night as normal but instead of just making out we had sex. Nothing really changed between us after this, if anything we got closer. Until we has an argument we started to drift apart a bit so we decided to take a back from each other but were stilll boyfriend andd girlfriend. This worked out well considering I was going to away for just over a week. Oh how much a week can chane things.

THAT BITCH!!!!!

Yer I thought she was my best friend, I trusted her and  him. But while I was away they saw each other a few times now that was normal considering we all lived, worked and went to school in the same town but for her to see him and then follow him back to his house was just wrong. His dad wasn't home. From what she told me and I knew she didn't want to tell me the whole lot. She said they went into the spare room and kissed or made out or some shit. She said she couldn't stop him, BULLSHIT SHE SO COULD OF ALL SHE NEEDED TO DO WAS SLAP HIM OR SOMETHING BUT NO SHE FOLLOWED HIM HOME AND DID WHAT EVER WITH HIM, WE WERE STILL FUCKING GOING OUT FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!! AND THIS HAPPENED MORE THAN ONCE.
He met her at our work one day and stayed for her whole shift, one of the other girls I work with told me this and how she was trying to talk my so-called friend out of seeing him and talking to him reminding her that I was away.
So my boyfriend turned up to her house one day, and her parents aren't home, I don't know if they did anything at all but still, and now funny story her parents found out and won't let her stay home alone, she has to get babysat or go to her nans. LOL.
So when I get back I know something has happened as the whole atmosphere is different, but she doesn't tell me, I get told by my other friends, friends who wouldn't do that to me and friends that I love. It took her weeks to tell me her self and when she finally does I can't yell at her, WHY????? It's not until the last couple of months that I have really wanted to bring it up and yell at her. We broke up on the 22nd of August 2010 and that was the last time we really tried to make contact.
So then a few months later I had sex with his best mate, 4 times but I don't care, I thought he deserved it after what they did to me. Then my little thing ended.


Now I'm going to vent, all of this I want to say to 'her'.

I WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR HER WHENEVER SOMETHING HAPPENED, WHEN SHE GOT HER FIRST BOYFRIEND, WHEN SHE FIRST HAD SEX (SERIOUSLY STRAIGHT AFTER MY BOYFRIEND AND I DID IT). I WAS THERE WHEN SHE CAME CRYING ON MY DOORSTEP BECAUSE SHE HAD JUST BROKEN UP WITH HER BOYFRIEND OH PLEASE SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LOOK AT YOURSELF, YOU'RE A SELF CENTRED, HYPOCRITIAL BITCH AND LOTS OF OTHER WORDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU CALL ME A SLUT, YOU SLAP ME WHENEVER I KISS OR HAVE SEX WITH A GUY THAT I'M NOT GOING OUT WITH, YOU ARE A JEALOUS BITCH, JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN'T GET ANY AND I CAN. AND I'M NOT A SLUT I HAVE ONLY HAD SEX WITH 4 GUYS, 2 OF WHICH I WAS GOING OUT WITH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE ALWAYS THE ONE WHO SLAPS PEOPLE AND FOR ONCE YOU SHOULD BE THE PERSON GETTING SLAPPED, I DON'T CARE HOW MEAN THIS IS BUT YOU NEED TO KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE STABBED IN THE BACK, YOU HAVE WREAKED OVER 4 PEOPLE RELATIONSHIPS WITH OTHERS. ONCE YOU HAVE FINISHED WITH SOMEONE YOU MOVE ONTO THEIR BEST FRIENDS OR YOU COULD DO WHAT YOU DID TO ME, "BE WITH" YOUR BEST FRIENDS EX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU DRIVE ME UP THE FUCKING WALL, ALL YOUR COMMENTS ON PEOPLE, HOW YOU TREAT PEOPLE, AND HOW YOU ACT IS SO FUCKING ANNOYING SERIOUSLY GET A FUCKING LIFE THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND YOU. I AM SO GLAD THAT 'BRACEY' AND 'PARDO' ARE GOING OUT, BECAUSE FINALLY YOU ARE FEELING WHAT IT IS LIKE TO GET STABBED IN THE BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1