Can't Fight The Moonlight

Been awhile since my last post so this is a mixture of a couple of days.

I don't know what to do. I what to tell you how I feel but I'm afraid I'll stuff up our friendship :/ I wish I knew how you felt and I guess now I kinda do, you do like me a bit and you know that I like you after Emmy asked you for me :) I wish I knew some of your mates so I could find out what you were like and I get to meet then tomorrow night :) I love the fact you didn't lie to your mates the other week when you were with me. I think I saw this every time I like someone new but this time I actually think it's true. You are a decent guy and you won't screw me around, and that's why I like you, apart from the fact your funny, nice, cute and ticklish hehe. I wish I knew how this was going to turn out because I really want to know,at least you have already met my parents so you don't have to worry about that and I'm pretty sure they liked you. At least I get to see you tomorrow night and we will both be happy as :) party time :) I have a whole bottle of vodka and 7 UDL's but I can't drink heaps as I have to work the next day :/ not fun

It makes me laugh and smile when Emmy turns around and says to me that i have gotten hotter this year an there are a lot of guys in our year level that would get with me. Emmy makes me laugh our conversations awesome. we have massive D'n'M's, it was really cute the other day we were sitting on a seat under the trees by the lake. (I'm not gay, it was just cute)

Exams are finally over!!!! I know I failed my Chem exam - 33% shit :/
English I'm not sure about but I didn't finish it
PE I think I did good or at least I hope I did
Maths I don't care about but I think I still passed
Psych I really don't know I started stressing halfway through it because I hadn't really revised for that question :/ I hope I did good

Next week I start year 12 classes but on Monday I have to go to a leadership thingo. Have to get up at 5:45am!!!!! Not fun!!!

I'm so tired because if I talk to you we talk till 11:30 or later which makes me so tired, if we don't talk you are running through my head and I can't sleep. Do you want to know the truth?? ever since we slept together and started talking I have felt better, my moods have been happier and less depressed, I sometimes still feel like crying but all I have to do is think of you and I'm better. it is now fair to say the good moods out-weight the bad ones :) and I thank you for this :)